Well I think I'm back. (Maybe) Just a little update on life..... it's going so so right now. not perfect but what can you do? So anyway, I came on her to tell you guys that I've changed a lot since that last journal entry. I am a little bit more quiet now and I have started to look at the big picture instead of just my own little life. I've discovered that our world is almost incurable... with all the hunger, poverty, racism, violence, hate.... But I try my best to help fix some of those things. I've also been in two relationships. Both of which, at the end, failed epically. First one, I got cheated on. Second one, I said yes to going out with a jerk who's a player. These experiences have had me questioning love. Have I ever really felt it from someone other than a relative or friend? Was I really in love with them or just telling them that because I didn't want them to leave me unhappy and alone? These questions would probably have very pleasant answers... (Heavy sarcasm)... So yeah... a little look on life has got me thinking about it more and more. I can say that I'm pretty happy right now but if I think too much about it, I also have a lot of things in my life that can make me unhappy... Anyway back to happy. I have an audition coming up and I hope it goes well so wish me luck on that and I'll try to update my journals more often! Peace!